To Change You, 2 Change The world

Each Life can prosper to goodness no matter a persons Setting , or current living condition. It is within us to want Greatness and CHANGE for ourselves. CHANGE is a powerful adjustment any individual can make. It is the power we all have .. we can change ourselves physically & within. If it is said that your today is not a perfect picture, tomorrow u can use a different canvas and a new color. Patience is the number one link and side kick to change igt is not an over night happening and that is what needs to be realized. strive for better in yourself and the world you live in. We can not focus on what others are not doing but can only focuz on what we are capaable of and choose to do- Just Had that Revalation .. hhhhhMMM

Dependency Is Wicked

&One thing i will Never understand is dependency, for a human being to be dependent on another. Im all for impowerment and independency in Males & Females. But it definetly grinds my gears to see Dependency go beyond a financial stance but in a relationship stance. Why is it that we as females find the need to be in a relationship ? To find someone who can fulfill us but in reality are just temporary convience. We can go all into the Tyra's & Oprah Segment with the " My dad wasnt home, he wasnt there " but that isnt giving us shit but an excuse to be needy. If you find your self depressed when you have no companionship / partner or Lover by your side.. that is a PROBLEM ! Yes you can feel lonely at times but when that depression takes a turn into consuming ya life and lifes activities its a PROBLEM !
Yes i am in a relationship But my Partner inhances my Greatness by being great himself. Though before him i was alone and just hanging with my friends were enough for me, them having someone did not depress or upset me. i encouraged the joy the seemed to have and we kicked it like we were before dude came along and after he left we were still just as tight.
It is in You as a person to look into you and find undeniable fulfillment in yourself before searching for the dependency in tempoary affection. I see it as the people who are more dependent on a partner for happiness are the ones with the loneliess soul . But the ones who find Joy in the sun and the Laughter from just a platonic friend are the ones who find someone who inhances their greatness because it wasnt searched for it just Happened .

Diniqua BEll

& I wanna be the person everyone i value in life can run to. I wanna help and Nourish People with their problems or thoughts. The thing about Diniqua is she struggles just like the people who come and talk or just wants her help. Diniqua just decides it is better to put aside her feeling and emotions because the joy in anothers face brightens her day, to be aknowledge and considered a trusting friend sometimes means more to her then her own emotions & feelings. And when someone she cares for is going through the struggle it is her to offer out a helping hand and take the weight on her shoulders and have empathy. No one trully understands the amount of care she has for the people she actually does let get close to her which is rare. It is for them she will do most things and offer the most. it is for her friend or shall i say bestfriend she has felt the most " love " and compliments. it is for her bestfriend she sees her own strength and most of her Greatness. No longer speaking in Second person.... I Diniqua am More then you will actually be able to see, im deeper then the skin that surrounds me, .. Believe me .