Love ??

What is Love actually ? The powerful term that rolls off the tip of your tongue and to anothers ear rings the sound of some sorta confirmation, But of what exactly ? What is the word supposed to feel like, or is it supposed to have a feeling. What shall be the response ? i love You 2 ? but how can it be said or said back to if you are unsure of the actually meaning or gesture it actually has behind it. Love has never been taken to an extent of lasting devotion in my eyes, mostly unlasting relationships, and teenage dreams and im lost on what it means to me.
I am aware in fairy tales just the word alone gives you chills up your spine, and brightens your eye sight, but i live in no fairytale so what shall the word dictate to me ? I have so many un-answered questions that it makes me draw back more from verbally expressing the word. I will never wanna hurt anyone i care about using the word just for me not to be able to say it later on in life. Its so confusing to me and it scares me, because mostly if i am in love or do love all these questions keep me from saying it aloud. But if it is Love it should be easy right ? Idk but when i figure this out wheather it be 3 days or a week or month or longer from now, i will try and for sure breakdown my love and give u a lil taste of my Love, well if Possibile.

Misery Loves Company

Ok when there are smiles Upon everyone's faces except your own, MAYBE YOUR doing something wrong. You are the only one who can make yourself happy, but if you push the ppl who help in the making of your happiness away what is there to do. Others can Try & offer a hand out to someone but so much before it is taken back and put back in their pockets. There is a problem in all of us where we only seemingly feel our own feelings and consume our selves with the thought of Me, Me, Me but sometimes it does have to be someone else. You must ask yourself how does my feelings effect or may not affect others. How are my actions, and words being taken, who am i hurting or making feel a way i wouldnt wanna feel. Negative energy is really consuming and a bitch to be around. So ask yourself are you that BITCH ? Are the ppl around me still around ? is my Relationship as strong as it used to be ? Did i change ? is my attitude in tack, are my priorities in the right order ?
If you sit alone often and have no one to call, not a friend in sight, or nothing to look forward to.. 9 times outta 10 it is your FAULT .. u let things happen in a way to cause you to be in the setting your in today. But the good thing is there is always Change.. change within yourself mostly. Maybe this time You should Offer your Hand and who knows maybe the help from before will again take out their hand and intwine your fingers with theirs.. & Thats The company u want .. lets walk past and leave Misery Behind